I just can’t believe that suffering has no limit..
Never drunk, smoke.. I was eating healthy. Always pretty impressed by sad stories from online. In fact I have donated money to many. I have also donated for building hospitals. I did everything without a purpose. I don’t need a reward. I don’t believe in god.
I believe we only have one life.. and is deeply depressing to see people fighting to live, so I always tried to send a little help. We only e have one chance: this life. This is what I believe.
All I did wrong in life was gaming. Now my life is destroyed. I have a very severe case. Multiple tones, hearing over everything, reacting to sounds. I feel them all over my head. There is no escape. Not even during the day! I lost my career. I can’t work.
I just have a baby and life was like a miracle. I was feeling very lucky and blessed for what I have.
Now I wanna die every day. I truly wanna die. I can’t exist. I would give anything to have peace during the day. So I can be able to work and raise my baby.
After a living hell day there comes the night where my head is exploding! I can’t mask it
I wanna die. I lost everything.