Praying that the Susan Shore / Auricle Device will work

Have had T for about half a year now, although I feel like I'm doing mentally better than when it first started, it's still taken a massive toll on my life and haven't been able to feel like my old self ever since.

T has really been messing with my ability to sleep, socialize, do work, go out to parties/bars/clubs etc and I don't know if its possible for me to ever fully habituate just based on the person I am and the lifestyle I want. I'll always feel mentally distressed when I hear the sound, and wish it wasn't there.

I feel like the only way I'll ever truly be happy again is some treatment that comes out which makes my T almost non-existent. Anyone else feel this way?