Getting your stuff back

So after a break up how long did it take for you to go get your clothes and stuff like that from your ex.Was it awkward?!😂Like what do you even talk about.For context,i'ts been a month since I last saw this person and now I'm supposed to go collect my stuff and it's stressing me out so bad.

I've been trying to get them back for like the entire month but he always claimed ako busy Na hayuko home.Obviously coz he probably had someone else over.At first, I used to insist like we should meet and at least try to smoothen things out lakini it got to a point I just gave up after I learnt he had someone over at his place and he doesn't even know I know this.I stopped calling him and whatever Hadi nlikua nishaanza kuheal and life was finally starting to be ok.I randomly got a call from him and I didn't pick up at first because I got a panick attack and literally just couldn't.Aiiii mapenzi aki ya nani😂😭.

Sasa he called me and said anataka niende nitoe vitu zangu kwake sasa and we can talk ( naskia inaitwa closure)🤣.Apparently this Saturday we are supposed to meet up for dinner and maybe a drink at a local place we used go to alafu I go to his place, pack my stuff and I get a boda to take me back to my place.He said he can't send my stuff over coz Ni Vitu nyingi Na pia haezi niletea.

And no we're not getting back together fr and lemme tell you why.He asked for a break and moved in with someone he just met😍and nah she wasn't there when we were together.They met at work when we had our mishaps and she's a student anafanya attachment.She's only around 3 months then she goes back to her town.Also two weeks after this shitshow he got fired and his employer was literally my aunt💀😭.(Stg I had nothing at all to do with it.It was due to missing work to go get drunk).It's a family business and now he's mad at my entire family LMFAO.Karibu nimpeleke hadi nyumbani😂 but now I can't coz they have a very bad impression of him now ju ya bhangi Na ulevi. I drink as well Na hizo sherehe tulikua tunaenda Na yeye.( Story for another day when I'm up for it I guess).

So I wonder how that meeting we're having is gonna go 😭😂and he admitted it's gonna be weird and awkward and I think it's coz he feels embarrassed for getting fired by my aunt after cheating on me.Technically idk if it's cheating coz we were not together at a that time.He also thinks I'm happy about it coz he is insecure af (I'm really not 😭). I'm anxious af.

Anyway hii mapenzi itatutesa mpaka tujue past tense ya LOVE Ni LEAVE 🤣.If you think you're having a bad day....well......