Shunning disconnected me from others

Learned the hard way I only have myself to rely on.

I’m doing well for myself in general but I’ve tried to communicate in therapy and with trusted friends for 3 years to express the active pain that lingers when you have been excommunicated from every person you grew up with, not just including immediate family.

Social dynamics Outside the ORG are a bit foreign and I’ve never felt so isolated from other people I just can’t get them to understand, they all seem to give off the attitude of “what’s the big deal”

Maybe it’s karmic Justice because of how we grew up looking down on “worldly People”

Thanks for reading my vent.