I feel soo bad omg🤧

So my uncle had called me earlier this week and asked if I could go see my cousin shule cause I am closer to her school and it was a bit expensive for him so I said yes.Like a day after I told my mum and she told me not to go.

She is not in good terms with this uncle(a little back story .This uncle(dad's brother)insulted my grandpa(mom's dad) and no one from dad's family thought It was an important issue to address so mum hates the guy down) and some part of me was excited cause for once mum had stood up for me😅.

There was an incident like last week too where my grandad (my dad's dad)was sick na they had to take him to the hospital .My dad has like 6 other siblings na no one was ready to chip in with the payment and it was like alot of money so mum was soo mad at them and with the current SHA saga yk how bad things get.

Now back to my uncle.Mum told me not to let them use me as the errand girl in the family cause we still have other relatives around but for some reason mimi ndio hutumwa.Honestly I don't see it as a big deal juu if I am free and can make it I mean why not yk cause this is my cousin na she has nothing to do with all that drama.

So because I couldn't call him to give him some lame excuse I just texted him nikamwambia I won't be able to make it.I was supposed to go to my cousin's school today na I feel so bad for not being there for her.But then again if I went ingekuwa another issue with my mom.My dad feels bad cause I couldn't help is brother and I am in the middle of it all with weird mixed feelings.