Attachment Issues suck sm

I promised myself that I won't get attached to someone that their actions affect my day to day activities. But lmao I was so so wrong, a lil affection and few of their so called promises and I'm down so bad but hey I can blame that on my fear of abandonment. Probably stupid and dumb af on my part to trust people that easily. But I mean, it has become a cycle at this point, vibing together, get closer and then watch them slip away no matter even if it was short lived. Maybe I got a lil too delusional and that's my fault I get it but at least I deserved a goodbye ig?

and again I'm back to square one.